Isn't that crazy???I hate all those 'gatal' messages that you get from Myspace guys.It's like Myspace is full of horny guys unlike Friendster or Facebook.Like,do you expect me to reply your messages or something?NOT!It's so shallow la because they take a look at my profile picture and then they decided to add me up..like whadya think Myspace is?Internet dating service or sumthin?I have all these online accounts so that I can keep in touch with my old school friends...not for me to be harrased by the likes of you.
Although Friendster is quite 'clean' but I had this one very scary incident whereby a guy whom I have no connection with whatsoever,who's not even my friend,grab one of my profile pic and put it on his page..making it look like I'm his gf because all the other pics are pics of his family members during Raya!How fucking twisted is that?And of course he had the messaging option disabled so I couldn't message him & told him to take my picture out of his profile..But I have stopped photo grabbing from my profile though it will be hard for my friends that wants to put pics of me on their profile..haih..The world is filled with freaks people!
So today,I went to Ili's engagement ceremony with my friend Napisah.And I was in awe over everything.She's still the same jovial and warm person that I used to hang out with back when I was 15.But the engagement ceremony was very lavish.Ili's parent are Datuk and Datin after all,but they are still as humble as ever.Her engagement 'baju' was designed a month ago and the designer was even there.There was a buffet of nasi briyani for the guests.People got small gifts for coming.And Ili looked radiant.Her fiance came and took picture with her family and her.I manage to take some pictures with the happy couple too.
She told me that I'm thin now because she saw my profile pic on Friendster and she was not sure if she was seeing wrong or did I really lose weight.I told her that being busy with assignments make you forget to eat sometimes.And stress and other things as well...: (
I came a bit late but I manage to catch up with her and talk about her fiance',her life now,my life now..Ili,I can't wait for your wedding ceremony next!!!!
I’ve always been a fan of Shakespeare’s work. I’ve read the books and watch the movies. I can proudly say that I’ve read almost all of Shakespeare’s works and some of them are unknown to many people. From Othello, to Twelfth Night, A Midsummer’s Night Dream, to As You Like It(the teen movie 10 Things I Hate About You are based on it),Shakespeare works are remarkable. But sadly, because of the complicated names of the characters, I don’t remember all of the stories. In my opinion, Shakespeare works are timeless because the stories mirror the social problems that still happen until today. But when it comes to watching the movie, I prefer to watch Shakespeare works that has a love theme in it because it appeals more to me. That is why I can’t bring myself to watch Hamlet because it’s very tragic. But because I was bored, I decided to watch it anyway (I have the tape).
Hamlet is the son of the King and Queen of Denmark. At the start of the story, the King was found dead because supposedly he was bitten by a snake. But 2 months after the King had passed away, the Queen married the late King’s brother. This angers Hamlet. Shocking news was told to Hamlet by his friends which includes his best friend, Horatio, that they’ve seen the late King, wandering on top of the castle at, night. This intrigues Hamlet, so he goes to search for his late father’s spirit. His late father spirit tells him that he wasn’t bitten by a snake but his own brother has poisoned him while he was sleeping in the orchard. This angers Hamlet even more and he vowed toward his father’s spirit that he would seek revenge. Ophelia is Hamlet’s beloved.
But after Hamlet found out the truth about his father’s death, he forgets about her and broke their relationship. Hamlet went away from Denmark & came back with a group of actors saying that he wanted to show a play to his uncle-, now the King & Queen, members of the castle. Of course we know what’s the play is all about, it’s about how his father was killed. The King became ill while watching it because he realizes that Hamlet knows of his ill doings. Hamlet in his fits of rage with his mother because she scolded him about the play, accidentally killed Ophelia’s father, who was hiding behind the Queen’s curtain, because he thought it was the King. Ophelia became crazy after that & drown herself. Hamlet was sent to England by the King so that he would calm down, when in fact, he wanted to have him killed! But Hamlet is smart & he found the King’s letters about how he ask England to help kill him. So the plan was foiled.
Ophelia’s brother, Laertes, came back from Paris & wanted to seek revenge over his father & sister’s death. The King manage to lure Laertes to believe that he would be seeking revenge by arranging a match between Hamlet &him. When in truth, he wanted Hamlet to be killed. The King had a poisoned pearl to be put into the wine which Hamlet would be drinking during the match while Laertes had put poison on his sword which is incurable so that Hamlet would surely die during the match. But the King’s plan was foiled when the Queen drank the wine instead of Hamlet because she wanted to wish him luck. And she dies during the match. Hamlet was injured during the 3rd (there was only 3 rounds) round by Laertes poisonous sword and somehow manage to take Laertes sword and killing him. Before Laertes dies, he confessed to Hamlet that the King had plan all this & that he ask Hamlet for forgiveness. Hamlet took the poisonous sword and killed the King.Lastly, Hamlet, wounded by the poisonous sword, dies in the arms of his best friend, Horatio.
There you have it, a great but tragic story. Another great Shakespeare work is of course,Romeo&Juliet.I’ve watch the original movie starring Olivia Hussey (not the stupid version staring Leonardo DiCaprio&Claire Danes!)&it was very sad.
The bad news of the night was that the place was small,like really small.I have never been there so I didn't expect it to be that small.huhuhu.I mean,when my cousin and my friends got there,there were no,NO chairs for us to sit on.But thank God for Afiq,my cousin's friend who was performing that night for bringing us inside to sit(everybody sat outside,since the performance is outdoor.But you can still see the performance from the inside.).But they manage to bring out more chairs for us to sit on outside after awhile.Missed R.O.N.E.Y's performance because we came a bit late.
Manage to catch The Dearly Missed performance.To be truthful,they sound like any other generic U.S bands out there.Though kudos for them for being able to write their own songs!
Lastly,it was Violet who was the band of my cousin's friend.Afiq(guitar/vocal) & Crystal(vocalist) performed without Afiq's original 2 band member because both of them left out of some problems.So kudos to Crystal for able to sing well despite just joining Afiq.
But seriously& honestly,not just because he is my cousin's friend but Afiq rocks man!!!He can seriously play the guitar like really really and incredibly well.I dare say that he can beat my friend Ikram & my 2 seniors,Azzam & Bari who played for both Dielle & Whoa Willow.He's that good!You should ask Izza & Tatie who watched him play the guitar up close(we were sitting right there beside the 'stage' while they played) and saw how fast his fingers were when he played an instrumental piece that he dedicated to his bestfriend(aww sweet!).
The best part was...throughout the whole thing,there's this guy who sat next to me because he was controlling the PA system(yes we were that close to the 'stage' showing how small the place is)...I was like...why does he seem so familiar???And I suddenly realize why he seemed so familiar.... because he acted in KAMI & I turn and told Tatie & Izza who he was but they were like,'Ye ker?','Bukan lagi buruk ker?'..Suddenly,at the end of the whole thing,the mc asked him to play a song.So he played 1 song...and it was incredible watching him upclose like that.I was amazed and mesmerized.Not only was he super talented but he was so good looking.I think I melted then and there.He only played one song and after that,the mc was like,have you seen him somewhere???And she explained that he played a character on KAMI...Yesshhh I was right!!!
So I'm really really sorry to people who had to bear the burnt today..hehehe
Tapi saya akan okay malam ini!!
Kerana tak sabar nak tgk sum1 perform...hahaha
(habis la if ko suxx nanti..ngehgeh)
No explanation,just a bunch of exclamation!
Bengang tul setelah dgr cerite nih frm a fren of mine!Bengang x10,marah x10,rasa nak tampar x10 & tendang x10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tak payah la ckp psl ape the thing is or sape manusia2 tuh...tp pokok pangkalnyerr..tolong la sedar diri boley x???Hah???Jangan la kurang ajar & berlagak terer sgt!!
Org dh nk tlg dgn ikhlas tuh terime jer laaa bodo!!!
Perasan jer bagos pdhal org yg nk tlg korg tuh berkali2 lg berpengalaman sume,dh la org tuh rela & dgn baek hati meluangkan masa die yg tak berape terluang utk menolong korg pastuh korg boley memperlekehkn kebolehan die ek???hELLO???
Tak reti bersyukur ker??Dah la nk tlg tanpa d'byr & ikhlas nk menolong...pastuh ni utk masa depan korg gaks kn????...
Asal laaa sengal sgt???HAH???HAH???
Ingat bagos sgt ker???Org2 yg berlagak bagos mcm ni la wat aq rase nk tampar222 jer sekor2...hisshhhhhh
Please la eks??It's a tradition laa sengal!!Jangan la jadi kera sumbang...Sedar la diri & bersyukur la tat ade org nk tlg korg...utk kebaikan korg...rendahkan la ego masing2 kays???Seriyes statement2 korg tuh,bile aq dgr dr kwn aq,buat aq nk pegi kat korg & basuh sorg2...
I am so happy for her!I can't wait to see her & catch up after not seeing her in such a long time....I still recall back when were 15 when I used to call her Ili Poyo & she called me Mon( it's short for u knw what laaa..haahah).During PMR examination, we always have lunch at her house while her bibik cook for us...sigh..I miss those days when we were young and innocent and free..hehehe.Can't believe that she's all grown up and getting engage and she'll probably,insyallah get married soon.She's the first among my friends to get engage and I wish her all the happiness in the world between her and her soon to be fiance. It made me wonder about the state that I'm in.I'm 21 and I have never,get this,never ever have been in a serious relationship before...I'm still looking for the happiness that I see some of my friends have manage to achieve from it....sigh..Only time will tell right?
Ili,I can't wait to see you this Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih dan sayang secara am.
Dialog di antara pelajar dan guru tersebut berbunyi begini:-
Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nakpilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang?. Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?
Cikgu : Oh, awak nak tahu ke?.Emmm...baiklah, sekarang kamu buat apa yang saya suruh. Ikut je ye...mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.
Pelajar : Baiklah...apa yang saya harus buat?
Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padang sekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput disitu dan sambil memandang rumput didepan kamu, pilih mana yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklah rumput yang PALING cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itu bawa balik ke kelas.
Pelajar : Ok. Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh.Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya. Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.
Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?
Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan diatas rumput dan sambil memandang rumput yang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik.Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi.
Tapi sampai di penghujung padang , saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.
Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya.Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpadengan seseorang yang kita sayang,janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada didepan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku.
Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu,kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut.
Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi.Maka sayangilah orang yang berada didepan kita dengan tulus dan ikhlas.
Ingkar by Bunga Citra Lestari
di saat cinta tercipta
semestinya aku merasa
di kala hasrat mendalam
semestinya aku berbalas
dari hati kini kusadari
tak semestinya aku berkasih
jika hati tak dapat berbagi
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam
semestinya aku mencinta
seharusnya aku menyayang
oh maafkan jika
semua ini yg kuberikan untukmu
dari hati kini kusadari
tak semestinya aku berkasih
jika hati tak dapat berbagi
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam
Sempurna by Gita Gutawa
Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku
akan slalu memujamu
Ku kan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu
*Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku
To me, writing a book is such a monumental task .It is not something that you just jump into. When I started entering university, and taking Pre-Degree TESL, my lecturer ,Pn.Marina(who’s doing her PhD now), wrote on the last page of my journal (for the subject that she taught us, we had to have a journal whereby for 2 weeks or so, we have to pick an article from the newspaper or a magazine and wrote a 3 page or more essay on what we think of the article. Sadly, I lost the journal last semester at a store, after I manage to keep it for 2 years in storage.) that she thought I should think of becoming a writer or an author after I graduate. That was big coming from a great lecturer like her.I might write great essays, but I have no faith that I can write a book on my own .But I have been thinking about it and maybe I am letting my fear get in the way. So I am going to start writing seriously and putting ideas together for hopefully, a great book.
Some of the quotes and saying that are noteworthy to be remembered and used it our life are as such:
a)Life is what you make it-
to me this means that if you want to have a better life or if you want to be happier than you are now,you can.It is not impossible.Though I have to admit that there are times when it's hard to be all optimistic over something.But the best thing is that you can always get up and start allover again.
b)Everything happens for a reason-
As I always say,life is not perfect.There are times in my life where I always ask myself why do certain things happen to me,why certain people treat me this way and so on,so forth.But the truth is, eventhough it puzzles us, but things does happen for a reason.It might not make any sense now(when you're in a bad position or in a funk like I'm in),but in time you'll realize it.I always believe that God has plans for each and everyone of us.
c)What goes around comes around-
Life is a cycle.And whatever bad or good things that we do,if not in a week or a month or a year,sooner or later,it will come back to you.I'm always a big believer in that sense.Because I've been there and it always reminds me to be nice to others,to treat people the way you want to be treated and many more.
I have many more saying and quotes that I love but I'll blog more about them in a few days...
I am only human..though I pushed the personality over looks down many of my friends throats...
I can't help but drool & daydream over the sight of soo many beautiful boyss in...
Hanazakari no kimitachi e...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I watched the Japanese version,not the Ella from SHE one!A guy friend of mine lend it to me & I was like...wooooooo
I love love Nakatsu(my fave!!),Sano,Minami & all the guys in the series...
Love the long hair,the cool hairstyles,their cool fashion sense(they carry big tote bags!)& their beautiful faces!!!
I want to marry Nakatsu or his real name is Toma Ikuta!!
What is sleep and food?
Yes people,the end of the semester is nearing and its the time when sleep is our enemy!Last night was a clear indication that, no matter how great slumberland is,I will not succumb to it in this crucial time.
Have you guessed what it is?.......
It's fucking bird poop!That's what it is....It was so gross okay!!!This mind sound so 'blonde' but I never thought that bird poop that much 'awal-awal pagi'.It was like 1 am sumthing kot!Bodo giler laa.Nak gak berak merata2.I was soo damn gross out because my brand new car tu haven't 'kena' any bird poop since the 2 months that I have been driving it.Suddenly,it got hit with like 1 year worth of bird poop in one night!!
So since Izza was driving that night,she had to endure the birdpoop 'menganggu-ing' her vision while driving.But then she stopped at Shell and both me & Izza tried to wash it off using that wiper thingy that they have at petrol station(oh,BTW sori to who ever had to use the windshield wiper next...cos'..hahaha).But Tatie stayed in the car because she said she was 'jijik'(ciss!!hahaha).So I was going alll ewwwwwww,gross & everything, while trying to clean it up.But can you imagine how much bird poop there was on the roof???There was a lot.And Izza couldn't stop laughing at me because I was so gross out that I was practically jumping in disgust while cleaning it up and pouring water on my car(oh,BTW,I just wash,vacuumed & waxed my car after class in the afternoon but then suddenly it rained heavily & on that same day my car got hit by tonnes of bird poop..can you imagine how frustrated I was???) in the attempt of getting rid of the poops.The scene was just very funny.Tatie said that she felt like she was watching a video clip since me & Izza was laughing and talking on the outside while she was in the inside,listening to the songs from my cd's & she can't hear a thing what we're saying.
Basically, I felt like shooting,roasting,"cekik",strangling all the damn birds that had pooped on my car that morning!!!It was just so damn gross people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha
A super senior of mind,whom I interviewed back in my pre-TESL days whose name is Syed Husni gave me a piece of advice that I still remember until today.He told me that “make sure that you leave a mark before you graduate”.Don’t just go to class,study and go home.In 3 years of campus life, I have involve in so many things because I want to leave a mark.I don’t want to just be a graduate.I want to be somebody that made an impact,that made a difference in someone’s life,that lead a project to success and many more.
So far I have adjudicated 6 debate tournies,debated in and out a few years back,helped organize the 50 hours debate,the 100 jam debat at Dewan Bahasa & Pustaka,became a writer for TESL Republic 1st ever newsletter( which was not revived after Husni left), became project manager for the Drama Workshop under Ethos Society 2 sem’s ago,got involve in 2 theater productions,hold a high comm post in Ethos Society,a secretariat of MPP last sem, and this sem,holding a high comm post in PMFP.
It’s important to me,to go out there and be involve and make an impact.You can’t just laze around doing nothing(though I like doing so from time to time) each semester and be satisfied with just graduating.I am never satisfied and I need to keep moving.Life is too short to not experience what it has to offer you. Life is not about sitting still and waiting for things to happen to you instead of making them happen.
But I’m still not satisfied with I have achieve and done.There is so many things that I want to do and explore.I have this idea inside my head that I want to make into a reality next semester.And I’m sure it will be a success. Wait for my updates in a couple of weeks!
Life is not perfect and mine are far from it.I hate being in a bad position with my parents.But sometimes you just have to let your voices be heard and today I did so,loudly.It’s hard when there are times when you wish your parents would understand you and your situation but they just don’t .Expletives were thrown to me from my dad over the phone today. But of course I didn’t throw it at him back though I wish I could.But it’s suffice to say that it’s hard living under the microscope. I guess because after 3 semesters of living with friends and coming home late in the morning from doing assignments and such,when you live with your family they can’t accept that you come home late or in my case staying at other people’s house instead of coming home.Okay,so I did not sleep at home for 2 days straight. In my defense, I wasn’t doing anything wrong other than having to complete group assignments or having a night of harmless fun( where thanks to my friends ,I manage to refrain myself to have a drink but boy was I tempted. How can you not when alcohol is everywhere where you at.) but you know how overprotective dad’s can be..they tend to blew things out of proportion.And my dad is the ever drama queen,even far more worse than my mum who’s more mellow on these things.I’m going to try to find a job,a part-time one during this semester break so that next semester I can pay my own rent and live with my friends instead of living under the microscope all the time.Because my parents have this policy that once they gave me a car,I can’t live on my own and have to stay at my aunt’s whose place is nearer to my campus than my parents house.So in order for me to be able to keep my car and have a place of my own, I have to pay rent using my own money. My scholarship money is for my allowance and my car. Yup money is always an issue!
A few minutes ago I woke up from a dream.A dream that I know will never happen in a million years although to a lot of people it is not possible and it’s even normal to some. But to me,I know it will never happen because life have not been kind to me over that matter.I try not to think about it.How it actually does affects me.How it actually does hurt.How it actually makes me want to cry, really, really bad.But I know that crying or wallowing will not help anything.So I try to fill my life with things and people that makes me happy and it helps.A lot.But I can still wish and hope that,that dream was real.
On the other hand, I can't wait to see what the opposition will bring to the table.After all, with all their promises during campaigning to win,they have to make it a reality or otherwise,they will lose in the next election.Like what their banners and posters said that were everywhere in my beloved hometown,Shah Alam.Promises of lowering the price of oil(which is ridiculous since US controls the pricing,but whatever),lowering the price of goods(again,blasphemous,but whatever) and abolishing tol booths(wonder if this will actually happen...).I hope that the people have made the right choice because remember,we have to live with these people running our country for the next 4/5 years.I wish I could vote but yeah,I have to wait for another 4/5 years too.To BN buckle up and try to do a better job and learn from this monumental loss.
What a day it has been…Let alone what a hectic two weeks it has been…huhu
I totally bombed today’s Japanese test.I am so dead it’s not even funny. I have to catch up through the individual Oral test and finals.Despite the fact that I look like one(I am not being vain or perasan kay?I have been called a Japanese since high school, up until last week and counting!), I sooo do not feel the language at all! I want to take Italian actually but because of something really incredibly stupid, I had to take Japanese instead. Word of advice, sometimes you should try many methods in order to stay awake so that you don’t overslept because you were sleep-deprived and end up not studying for your test.At all.arggghhh.
Plus, I am sooooo NOT looking forward to my microteaching….malas nyerrrrrrrrrrrrr.Plus the fact that in only 5 weeks,it will be the finals!!!!I have like 3 major big assignments that are yet to be planned or discuss, let alone to be completed. I just want to sleep and sleep and have fun with my friends,go to the Sunburst concert(can somebody buy the tickets for me please???As in pay for it too??) and be in love. But yeah,we don’t live in a perfect world do we?Oh how I wish it was so.How I wish I could have taken Italian instead of Japanese.How I wish that I have a boyfriend that loves me.How I wish that I am a genius.Argghh…what the hell am I doing?I’m totally crapping here…Anyhoo…
The 1 week at DBKL for Whoa Willow! was bearable with the help of my friends--the stage crews. They made me feel happy and not scared (the place is creepy!!) and I am glad that although there were moments of utter boredom, with them there making me laugh,it was A-okay. They are such a lively bunch and I’m glad that they were there and they weren’t being pretentious or ‘poyo’ at all with each other.I can’t wait to have a day out with all of them soon, and just laugh and laugh and have fun. With the many assignments and quizzes, I think all of us need a break from it and just chill!!!To my friends who are in the plan, let’s bring many delicious foods and enjoy a day under the sun with each other.No boyfriends or girlfriends allowed. It is a day for friends only!!